Jscrabbler Koh: October 2007
Monday, October 29, 2007
「 sunset on 6:24 AM 」
ok sooo chinese A's are over pretty tough well...thats it another chapter in my7 life closed its called 'learning chinese' i don't like this chapter it probably writes zzzzzzzzz 70% of the time and yeah OP dry run #3 is tommorow hope we exceed expectations groups have adverts photo montage models and many many more....we got ell boards and slight animations we even have a group doing surgery argh.....


Saturday, October 27, 2007
「 sunset on 7:03 AM 」
Congrats to Mr. and Mrs. Yeow it was a magical wedding....my first time going to a church wedding i think........ well it was cool i mean saw some council ppl dressing up....was dazzled by a Vanessa Ann Hudgens/ alicia Keys look-a-like haha it was cool yeah hanging out with ppl and food was awesome and of course the witty Mr Yeow....haha...then had starbucks with anthea maj and andrew now why were we not in a grp? well we decided to play arnd haha hiding...was pretty adrenaline pumping yep....

Holidays are packed with advent camp and council retreat back to back.....it will be crazy....

so today was also an emo day haha....certain things happened and welll i hope this lasts its no joke....hmmm i just wanna find a way back


Thursday, October 25, 2007
「 sunset on 8:03 PM 」
joel has 63 rank points....oh well....

thast definitely far from 79 argh

anyway we have come to the end of the JC1 year and things have been going very fast i cant imagine the first time i walked into CJ it was just yst JC is too short...... i actually like going to school for once........


Tuesday, October 16, 2007
「 sunset on 8:11 AM 」
hello world! how are you?? promo results were not to expectations but ok la....

BBBDDE

well happy birthday Keley!...had a cake and all for her....well JC1 is coming to an end soon 2007 was filled with many surprises.....T35:),T38,council....and so forth CJC has really made me a nerd and a happier person..........well the ocip ppl are friggin funny haha it will be fun:)

I don't care.......
I don't care.......
Break from this 'thing' i must


Sunday, October 14, 2007
「 sunset on 7:34 AM 」
okay was clare's birthday today had a ball of a time playin snap and heart attack and what not well its was also a good time to keep my mind off things. What have i done? i dunno i guess i will just have to look 3 yrs back what i did changed my life.......... after alll what could be a worse side effect right? what is wrong with me i dun believe it maybe i didn't forget maybe everything in between was but a distraction doesn't help that i am in CJ perhaps JC was a wrong choice if i could change time i would i need some form of closure something i have been searching for 3 yrs maybe it was wishful thinking ...well probably was maybe it was just a mistake a mistake to learn and gain wisdom the price of wisdom is this the price to pay? Losing my self confidence my mind even? was it worth it did i gain anything?

what if i didn't do it what if it was erased would it have been different? maybe....emo music doesn't help writing this post probably didn't help either what then will? a miracle pill?...some people inflict pain on themselves other drink smoke and do all sorts of things to make themselves feel better.....too many things have been happening around me too many similar situations doesn't help huh what then will we need a miracle panadol for this people this whole emo world is going no where so what if you succeed in life so what if you get good grades in life I no longer feel young anymore everything i wanted to do when i still am a teenager i have not done......you reading this probably think what is this loser talking about?well yeah maybe i am a loser but well maybe thats why i have become a nerd

studying has kept my mind away from thinking about stuff and it works well other than for the times of crying at night who said real men don't cry maybe they were right? but well i dare admit i do cry thinking bout my life thinking about how sorry i feel for myself well fine maybe i am a wuss but i have grown numb to these comments primrary school was full of them there this is the post where i have said everything i always wanted to talk about this post could be my last post too....well there my sad life

here i am again sitting in the rain wanting to be free just say the word and set me free