Jscrabbler Koh: life
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
「 sunset on 9:06 AM 」
In life we make alot of unerasable mistakes........made several this few days...what i did and not do to ppl why must this happen to me...... why now why during this prelim period.....why can't my life just stop and lemme soak up the sun my time is precious now i have to stop procrastinating.....why why.....i am just so tired...... TOO TIRED.... i need to get back control of my life i nd to undo what i have done.....ppl have been hurt deceived....and backstabbed......why now......why i am just so tired of life why do i have so many commitments why is life so short why why...i am losing it in the blank spaces of the deep parts of my ever inferior brain.....i can feel my sanity walking away from me.... i have so much to do so little time....i have been shouting at ppl lately and if i have shouted at you i just want to say sorry i am having terribly bad mood swings......so many things have jus been happening...family members in and out of the hosp. me being sick...sch work.....PRELIMS....and jus everything else how i wish i can jus let go of this for a moment and just take a break who knew that life would be so difficult....but thru all this i must thank all my grt friends and family for a shoulder to lean on...an ear to listen to my incessant problems.......i Thank god everyday for you guys YOU ARE THE BEST.......

as shakespear once said
"the world is but a stage,the men and women are merely players"

but is this really true for our day age we are so caught up wif our daily lives that we have forgotten life is short and you only live once (me included!) we are the players of the play whether the play would be entertaining and fulfilling that would be up to us......

What must i do to show you i am waiting.........