Jscrabbler Koh: what a day
Monday, December 26, 2005
「 sunset on 7:51 AM 」
i m losing my sanity lah i feel an invisible pain in me...i mean i dunno how to describe lah...i mean hav not been myself lately and in the process pissed off lotsa ppl had time to reflect todae yup so sorry 4 anything i have done to piss any1 off...really i feel like i m screaming inside of me non stop its just so painful....whats wrong wif me......i need help...i need help fast.....thank gdness my "listener" helped me thru if u r reading this u noe who u r...thx a million..if not probrably at woodbridge by now.....is it really worth it? i dunno....wah lao.....i need lotsa serious help i tell u....ok gotta go now....

my sanity hangs by a thread......too bad bcoz of my weight it will probrably break....